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As much as I love him

As much as I care, love and want to be with him, it’s just getting way to hard…I feel that the longer we stay in this crap of a relationship the more our “love” for each other is going to diminish and the hate is going to grow….so big that when we do separate we won’t even be able to hear others names. Let alone be civil about the break up.

I can fell it in my heart and gut. This can’t work and isn’t healthy. I just don’t know how to make him see it.

I just don’t want to be the one who gave up, the one who couldn’t handle the arguments, I don’t want to be the one who gets bashed on for not sticking it out.

It funny that all the other woman on YouTube who called it quits after being with someone for years just because “lately they have been arguing way to much”, every time I hear that I tell myself how could she do that to him, how could she just leave because of arguments, but see the sad thing is I get it….I get it. I understand why they decided to just let go…because they don’t want the love to turn into hate so they leave before it’s late.